Black Hole of Insanity - reproduced

Well, I guess I will attempt to to recreate my first post hence explaining the Black hole of insanity remark.

I have a lot to say to the world in general but I don't know how to say it to those around me. Nor do I want to tell them the things that are festering inside me. I don't know what everyone else Blogs about but for me it will be my past and my daily efforts to live through the aftermath of it all. I mentioned before that if I don't let out these festering thoughts I am storing inside me, I fear those built up thoughts will implode causing a black hole of insanity, and wouldn't that just be lovely?!